This Time

I wish it were easy,
the love between you and I
but it's not, and that makes me cry.
It makes me question the world,
I want to yell 'why'?

I wish it were easy
life after love
but it's not, as I go about my day never feeling good enough.
It makes me question the world,
I want to yell 'why is it so tough'?

I wish it were easy
falling for a man
but it's not, it never goes to plan.
It makes me question the world,
I want to yell 'why is this part of the lifespan'?

So, next time
before I've even started to fall
I swear,
I'm going to end it all.